wow…you know i don’t want to sound shellfish but damn-it it is all about me…ya me…i am the one i have to justify to…i am the one that has to be satisfied…billy joel put it best when he said” this is my life” it is…i have to live it to the best of my abilities…i am not living for others i am living for me…and i like me…i am pretty fucking awesome…now don’t get me wrong i love others…but i must love me first…and others must love themselves first…i love my children all six…three bare the fruits of my looms and three are the fruits of my life…fathers and daddy’s are two different things…i have fathered three…i have daddied six and i love a lot more…if i can’t share my wisdom than shit is waisted…so love to all …but me first…love to the kids…linny…oh ya the ride ain’t over yet…never will be